Sunday, May 23, 2010

#4 : -blank-

So I missed 2 weeks of blog entries, what a display of lack of discipline. However, to give myself an excuse, my internet was down for the last 2 weeks. (Actually only 1 week but there was so much "online debt" to clear that I used last week to enjoy the full value of my internet subscription) To tell the truth, life without the internet was really pretty unbearable. Luckily for some gym sessions, a Sentosa volleyball outing and CP's place, I managed to survive the ordeal.

I mentioned clearing "online debt". That is specifically surfing facebook, downloading..I mean saving shows and playing online games. The most important was catching up on the episodes of Lost, Fringe and Flashforward. And I started a new MMORPG called Aika Online to play together with Joel, CP, SH, Dam they all. The first thing I did when I got back my internet access was to go on facebook. However, I realised that I went back to the same pages (Mousehunt); and that was a lame thing to do. The MMO was quite ok but I realised that if the others weren't playing, it was no fun at all. Still, the most satisfying would be the shows. Anybody want some shows like Lost, Fringe, Flashforward, Chuck, Castle, Lie to Me, Leverage, can ask me. Haha. Alternatively, if you know who SL is, look for him.

Being cooped up at home without internet access, I found out that I became very disconnected because I had lost my main source of connection, Messenger. Being internet-less, it was like I had no friends, not that I have many that I talk to online regularly. But the feeling was as if I was put on a desert island. It was like I had stuff to chat about but I couldn't.
Sadly, even though my internet is back, I still feel like a lonely island. People are online but I've got nothing to say. I guess this feeling sucks more...

Anyway, I shall be chasing my shows this coming week. Any recommendations which I should chase first? Lie to Me, Leverage or Castle? Whoever sees this please advise. Thanks.
Bye.

Saturday, May 01, 2010

Weekly Entry #3 : freedom?

So I managed to get myself to write another weekly post. Yay!

Exams are finally over!! Really been quite a demanding period of time, but I managed to survive through it. Hopefully I do well enough for the papers because I was losing steam halfway through. I almost gave up on IT and Biz Law. But luckily got scolded over SMS for trying to give up. Haha. So I studied quite some bit this semester, more than last semester I am proud to say.

Until Thursday, I still couldn't wait for the exams to be over and start my holidays. However, on Friday morning, it dawned on me that it was the last day of school for me for this year. After this, things are gonna change quite some bit. 1 more week and I wouldn't be staying in hall anymore, not that there are many people in hall now; many have moved out. I don't know whether I'll be seeing these friends I made over the past year anymore. Somehow, I felt a sense of emptiness, having the feeling that my social circle has just shrunk into the size of just one person, me. Before the exams I thought I would be able to enjoy and have loads of fun, now I'm having second thoughts. I think I'm just gonna rot away in silence at home. Wondering what's everybody's plans for the holidays...

So it looks like I'm just gonna take one step at a time and see how things go then. Meanwhile, catch up on all my serials. MUAHAHA

I'm Mr Lonely